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host - email - older- newest - profile - notesthe misuse of liquids, objects and people 2005-12-18 - 8:05 p.m. I hope everybody's having a nice holiday season. Even if it means you have to stay high or drunk to appreciate it. Holiday spirits sometimes stay high with spirits. I got a message from my younger brother, who says hi, would you like to meet my baby? Because I may be going to prison tomorrow. Christ - (another spirit) does this ever end? I didn't call him back yet. I don't think I have it in me to sign on to more chaos than is absolutely necessary today. I got a second message, saying something to the effect of counting down till tomorrow - call me - you're all I have left. I'd write a song about him, if I could fool myself into giving it a happy ending. I went to an acupuncturist yesterday with Jiminy. He was in the room next to me, with a better guy. My girl was nice, but didn't elaborate much. She tweaked a nerve in my wrist which wasn't bothering me until she got a hold of it. I had to lie very still because there were lots of those needles needling me in a lot of places, and I kept hitting them and it hurt. Watch, I probably moved the needle that triggers a compulsive disorder. She looked like she was making up questions to ask me, kind of like how I do at work when I'm interviewing a candidate. So...lots of paperwork for you huh. You're sure you don't want tea or water? Becaue I'll get you some. Hot or cold, we don't discriminate.
Saw a Chinese torture film last night. One of my friends sent me a 100 most disturbing films list, and this was up next. Very entertaining, I think a lot of it was real, but I was hoping it wasn't. I'm still hoping. Men behind the sun was the name of it I'm pretty sure. There were only two parts that were tough to watch, which I won't get into. We watched Salo a few months ago which was by far, the most disturbing film I've ever seen in my entire life. It haunted me for weeks, then I tried to get a couple of people to see it, so I could talk about it with them, but so far, no one seems to think it would be a good date movie. That's fine, but we sat through it, is all I'm saying. If I could find a person with a conscience to see it and go over it with me I think it would be very therapeutic. It's still haunting me. Even the video store guy warned us about it, and he looked like he could've been in it. previous - next |